Friday, March 26, 2004
Head is aching. I cried at work today... how sad am I??
I stuffed up, I will admit it, I didn't clarify the orders I was given by the doctor, I had 3 babies admitted to the ward, I had a sick baby on the other hand. Doctor came in and ordered certain things, I did it wrong. The baby was pretty sick, I hadn't looked after such a sick baby by myself. I stuffed up. I didn't write notes on any of my babies except the two that were admitted today. I got yelled at by the pediatrician. I couldn't handle it. I am so tired, woke up this morning and after how busy this week has been and I honestly don't really remember even getting out of bed and into the shower! I think I am heading towards period days too. Never usually get that emotional at work but my boss looked at me after I got yelled at over the phone by the Paed and said, are you ok? and it just set me off.
I also talked to my mom online and my bro on the phone last night and I am missing them heaps, so that just added to it and it all got on top of me I think.
I left the ward and went to the shopping center (mall) to do my groceries and stuff... had to wait an hour for a cab to turn up to get home! played eye spy with a little girl, her dad and an old lady who were all waiting for a cab as well. Finally got home, and sitting around for a while when work calls and tells me I haven't written notes for any of the babies today that I looked after. Shit... shit shit shit! I am not back in till Tuesday! So now I am tired enough to think.. fuck it. It will have to wait.
So I finally am able to relax now and I managed to start FFX-2 wooooo! Its very pretty! Thanks to Phir or I woulda never worked things out! And now I really really need to go to bed. Its a really bad idea to start a sentence with "and".
ok tired tired now, gonna sign off.
Don't wanna rehash things too much or I will never sleep, I think I will have enough trouble as it is.
laters
I stuffed up, I will admit it, I didn't clarify the orders I was given by the doctor, I had 3 babies admitted to the ward, I had a sick baby on the other hand. Doctor came in and ordered certain things, I did it wrong. The baby was pretty sick, I hadn't looked after such a sick baby by myself. I stuffed up. I didn't write notes on any of my babies except the two that were admitted today. I got yelled at by the pediatrician. I couldn't handle it. I am so tired, woke up this morning and after how busy this week has been and I honestly don't really remember even getting out of bed and into the shower! I think I am heading towards period days too. Never usually get that emotional at work but my boss looked at me after I got yelled at over the phone by the Paed and said, are you ok? and it just set me off.
I also talked to my mom online and my bro on the phone last night and I am missing them heaps, so that just added to it and it all got on top of me I think.
I left the ward and went to the shopping center (mall) to do my groceries and stuff... had to wait an hour for a cab to turn up to get home! played eye spy with a little girl, her dad and an old lady who were all waiting for a cab as well. Finally got home, and sitting around for a while when work calls and tells me I haven't written notes for any of the babies today that I looked after. Shit... shit shit shit! I am not back in till Tuesday! So now I am tired enough to think.. fuck it. It will have to wait.
So I finally am able to relax now and I managed to start FFX-2 wooooo! Its very pretty! Thanks to Phir or I woulda never worked things out! And now I really really need to go to bed. Its a really bad idea to start a sentence with "and".
ok tired tired now, gonna sign off.
Don't wanna rehash things too much or I will never sleep, I think I will have enough trouble as it is.
laters
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