Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Long days.
Stabbed myself with a needle today (fortunately not used, but it hurt like buggery)
Walked through the rain to work, was asked as I walked in whether I had just hopped out of the shower or something.. I was soaking. So work continued... I was really tired and I just felt.. blah. Didn't wanna be there.
Had to work on another ward the other night cause they needed senior staff member there cause they had all younger staff, like I really needed to do that, but anyways. Had a old guy tell me that he would only hop in bed if I hopped in with him, gave me a good laugh little to say. But then I was leaving at 9pm and I got home fine and all. Then I woke myself up in the middle of the night stressing that I had turned one of the guys epidural to the wrong rate, I knew in the back of my mind, that there was someone else looking after him and that they would have had to look at his epidural overnight. So I have been sleeping terribly for the last week or so and doing weird things while I am sleeping. Had a dream that I needed to change the time on my clock and woke up just as I was actually changing the time, it was the middle of the night so I jut put my watch down and figured I would fix it in the morning, so I woke up and it seemed that the time was right, it wasn't until I got to work I realised that the date was out by 3 days. So night before last I had pizza for tea, never eating pizza again in a long time, it upset my stomach and I had strange dreams so I was awake most of the night, kept dreaming I was missing my alarm, got to the point where I was sitting up and getting my wits about me to go shower and then realised it was 3am. I keep waking up with my watch on, when I am sure I have taken it off before I went to sleep. I am not sleeping well, feeling kinda depressed on and off, probably cause I aren't sleeping well.
Anyways, gonna go.
Laters
Stabbed myself with a needle today (fortunately not used, but it hurt like buggery)
Walked through the rain to work, was asked as I walked in whether I had just hopped out of the shower or something.. I was soaking. So work continued... I was really tired and I just felt.. blah. Didn't wanna be there.
Had to work on another ward the other night cause they needed senior staff member there cause they had all younger staff, like I really needed to do that, but anyways. Had a old guy tell me that he would only hop in bed if I hopped in with him, gave me a good laugh little to say. But then I was leaving at 9pm and I got home fine and all. Then I woke myself up in the middle of the night stressing that I had turned one of the guys epidural to the wrong rate, I knew in the back of my mind, that there was someone else looking after him and that they would have had to look at his epidural overnight. So I have been sleeping terribly for the last week or so and doing weird things while I am sleeping. Had a dream that I needed to change the time on my clock and woke up just as I was actually changing the time, it was the middle of the night so I jut put my watch down and figured I would fix it in the morning, so I woke up and it seemed that the time was right, it wasn't until I got to work I realised that the date was out by 3 days. So night before last I had pizza for tea, never eating pizza again in a long time, it upset my stomach and I had strange dreams so I was awake most of the night, kept dreaming I was missing my alarm, got to the point where I was sitting up and getting my wits about me to go shower and then realised it was 3am. I keep waking up with my watch on, when I am sure I have taken it off before I went to sleep. I am not sleeping well, feeling kinda depressed on and off, probably cause I aren't sleeping well.
Anyways, gonna go.
Laters
5:47 AM
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