Hehe, and everyone thought I had disappeared, good thing no one reads this or I would be in trouble eh?
Hmmm soo much has happened I have no idea where to start, about this time last year it was pointed out to me that I was lamenting about the fact that I was going to be an old spinster with 500 cats in my house looking after my cousins kids. Well its all changed. Found a fantastic guy, yes following suit of my past few relationships he was in the USA. Aaaanyways, long story short we met up and dated and visited and now I am living in the States! Getting married midyear! yaaaaay!
Am not working pending getting married and sorting out visas and greencards and all those icky time consuming things :\ Its quite frustrating, not that I want to be nursing but I can't do anything else either which is pretty irritating.
Well I am just feeling cranky today and so I thought I would resurrect my blog and blog out the mad before I transfer the grumps to my man. Its a combination of a lot of things really. Feeling rather homesick, but not for where I was living, just for my family, Christmas is very different when you are spending it with a whole new family, even though I did get to talk to mine the night before on skype. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed Christmas with his family very much, just miss mine that's all. They don't have Carols by Candlelight here!!!!!!! I was so frustrated, couldn't even download any copies cause its copyrighted by Aussie TV stations, how bloody ridiculous! Something comforting from home, but no can't get it no where no how :The housemates here are..hrm... Irritating, they put the kybosh on any snuggling we do, they come in and out at weird times, they make a HUGE amount of noise, his housemate is a nice guy, but his fiance is kinda irritating and we have very very little in common. They should move out by March but its just irritating in general that they are here at times. I guess I should be happy that they are here so I don't get cabin fever from being here when my man is at work.
So here I am.. Feeling very unsexy, fat and grumpy! Yay for me.. Pity party over at table 1! I think I am okay, hate that I am fat, but I just wonder what the heck he sees in me. Who would want a icky fat psoriasis ridden girl, none the less find her sexy and attractive? He sure as hell can't or wont explain it, so I guess I'll never have answers. Okay so the mad isn't really going away, I probably should go for a walk or something and really settle myself down but its cold out and I don't really want to.
well gonna go, you might actually start hearing from me again in the next few months eh? Well we can both live in hope hehe
Laters
7:50 PM
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